1st time playing futsal

Met a lady who was finding people to fill up her group as she said they need players urgently.
Although I never play futsal or even watch a futsal game before, I was so reluctant to reject her request as she looks really troubled.
So, ended up my plan to do assignment on Saturday was broken.
Instead, I tried something interesting & challenging.

During the morning, me and my friend was observing closely how do other groups play and their tactics.
Then, the lady teach us on how to kick or control the football and we are trying it out.
Very nervous. But, feels like its stress-free as my focus had changed from assignment to game. Haha.

I got chance to play in both matches on Saturday.
The first thing that came to my mind when I step into the game is "God, please guide me".
When in the game, its not as what we planned such as you are a defender so your job is defending,
and striker to attack.
It was so spontaneous like defender also can go to attack in order to help striker.
But, definitely I am not a good defender as I always went to attack and need to run so far back to defense again. Up and down, up and down. So tiring.

Even funny thing is I fell down and now I can't walk in my normal speed.
Doing this kinda stupid things is normal for me lah. hahaha.
This few days need to walk slower. Feels so irritated.
It feels pain even when I was sneezing or coughing. =(
Just like the quote today: "No pain, no gain".
Still worth it for getting no.2 for first time experience.
Thanks God. And thanks to the lady too for always teaching us what to do.

Hopefully, my back pain recover faster.
Okay, gotta go continue my assignment.
Have a good9Zz, peeps~ ^^,

Just simply something

Just back to Bintulu today.
Facing my assignment again.
stressed bout it since last month.

Still cant complete d calculations.
Plan to finish earlier but I cant found what i want.
Even on CNY, bringing books around wishing that i can found something.
1st time in my life feeling like a loser.

I was once who always free-n-easy, no stress,
who is normal to see me sleeping in classes, =P
never saw me open any book except when exam come, xD
crazy drama-lover who can finish one series in 1 day without sleep,
& gamers with long list of game. haiz.

Few months with my hard disk full of drama not touched.
Facebook games not opened.
Maybe its a good change that I cut off dramas & games that I addicted to.
Read through books, papers but still no idea to calculate.

Gona blast my speakers off tonight!
Stress! stress! run!!
MUST get back my motivation!
Tik tok tik tok. Time is running.
Tomorrow I must calculate out the duty, by hook or by crook!

Never be a loser that kept worrying;
But, be a winner who take actions instead of worry.
加油!

Set my target clear tonight, pray hard & continue smiling ya~ =)
Tomorrow gonna continue fighting! haha. Gambateh~

CNY preparations

There's so much things to do.
Last week, cushion covers all are washed and dried, cushions are vacuumed, refrigerators are wiped, kitchen exhaust fan cleaned, car porch is swept and balcony was washed but upstairs still got 2 balconies haven't scrub yet.
Daddy was busy wiping the walls inside the house and doors too.
This week, I was busy with cleaning stove, vacuuming carpet, brushing and washing nettings and wiped window grill where daddy wiping the windows. Finished 2 sets of them.
Still got lots to do.

Last week and this week were really a busy week.
Last last Saturday where me and my sister start baking momo cookies.
I'm still curious how momo cookies can be so soft but ours a bit hard. >.<
Still need to do some trials on it. hehe.

It's so nice to have my sister in the kitchen helping up.
She seldom helped in the kitchen.
The thing I like bout CNY the most is family participation in preparation.
When everyone was doing things together, can feel the support there.

Then, Saturday night is busy with baking my Martell fruit cake.
First time baking this myself.
Actually should put X.O. but I don't know where's my mom put the X.O.
So i tried it on Martell. Not bad also. Still, i missed the fruit cakes baked by my mom the most.
So, here it is, out of oven. voilà~ 

Fruit cake is the easiest cake to bake. No layers.
But, it requires time for the alcohol to seep into the fruits to make it tastier.
So, it's first in the list of my cakes-to-bake. =D

Thanks God Thursday is a public holiday. I can fully utilized it.
Was baking Cadbury choc cookies with my sis in the afternoon.
We were laughing so badly because I say the cookies look like poops before baking. Haha.

Done with 4 containers but one already finished by my sis in 1 week. haha.
Other three are under surveillance! =P or else it will be emptied before CNY.

Thursday night was busy baking Horlick Coffee layers.
The hardest or can be said took the longest time is to beat and wait until the sugar + butter turns white and fluffy. It requires a lot of patience, in which I think I don't quite have it. XD

First time I can see the layers clearly. Did you notice anything? Hahaha.
I was as blur as usual. Spotted, one of it having horlick, coffee, coffee, horlick. LOL.
Never mind, it's still edible. haha.

Last Saturday was not baking as I was working.
So, left Haw flakes layers to be baked this weekend.
Hopefully, it will turn out well. heeee.

Besides all those preparations, I feel like not excited for CNY 拜年 anymore.
Is it a sign of getting old? I hope not. haha.
I think that's all for now.
Supposed to be doing my report but ended up here. haha.
Okay, gotta continue to busy~
Have a nice day, peeps. =)

Socialize?

Can you guess what i did yesterday? Haha.

Actually, another trainee and i was waiting for the meeting to start at 1.30pm in the office building.

Because after lunch, we don't want to walk all the way back to workstation and come all the way back to office in just half an hour time.

So, we thought of following an uncle who will be going to the meeting too.
And I'm still curious bout a procedure so was going to ask bout that.

He went smoking so we ended up loitering around the office waiting.

Suddenly, boss walking out on the way to pantry with his lunchbox.

Boss: "Hi, how are you?"

I: "Fine. thanks."

Boss: "Are you looking for me?"

I: "Nope."

Boss: "Ok"

Then, he went to the pantry.

My friend was like shocked. How can I answered so directly "nope". 

Haha. My bad. 

She said I should have say yes and maybe having a short chat or what.

But, I think maybe I'm just too frank. Or sometimes not socialize enough.

When I went home and told my dad, he was laughing at me.

He said that its time for me to learn to be more socialize a bit.

Socialize is still a hard thingy for me. haha. But, its a new challenge I take. =)

p/s: Saw an interesting email from my aunt. Haha.

I will keep reminding myself bout this. thanks. ^^

Be kind and compassionate to one another,

forgiving each other,

just as in Christ God forgave you.

~ Ephesians 4:30 ~

13-01-13

Today, not feeling well.
I remember something told by an uncle at my workplace.
"You shouldn't blame the weather for getting sick, blame yourself for not ready for the weather."
I will remember that. To be more ready next time. hehe.
Thanks God that I'm not sick on weekdays, but weekend. =)

There are great things too today.
I finally got my feet into McD in Bintulu. wohooo~ XD
But, the happiest moment is the sermon today in Sunday service.
I really like the sermon by our pastor today.
Maybe because I like that book.
I still remember my dad read that chapter in Ecclesiastes on the morning of CNY 1st day last year.
Its a good book that remind us on our purpose of life on Earth.

But, today I just got to know that most of the scholars says the book was written by King Solomon.
I had always feel the writer was a person who had great wisdom and knowledge.
He write it as he had seen a lot in life.
Pastor asked today, "If God asked you today what do you want? What will be your answer?"
King Solomon asked for wisdom. How bout u?
Here is a part of the book. Enjoy~

Everything is Meaningless
The words of the teacher, son of David, King in Jerusalem:

"Meaningless! Meaningless!" says the teacher.

"Utterly meaningless! Everything is meaningless."

What do people gain from all their labors at which they toil under the sun?

Generations come and generations go,

but the earth remains forever.

The sun rises and the sun sets,

and hurries back to where it rises.

The wind blows to the south and turns to the north;

round and round it goes,

ever returning on its course.

All streams flow into the sea,

yet the sea is never full.

To the place the streams come from,

there they return again.

All things are wearisome,

more than one can say.

The eye never has enough of seeing,

nor the ear its fill of hearing.

What has been will be again,

what has been done will be done again;

there is nothing new under the sun.

Is there anything of which one can say.

"Look! This is something new"?

It was here already, long ago;

it was here before our time.

No one remembers the former generations,

and even those yet to come will not be remembered by those who follow them.

Wisdom is meaningless

I, the teacher, was king over Israel in Jerusalem. I applied my mind to study and to explore by wisdom all that is done under the heavens. What a heavy burden God has laid on mankind! I have seen all the things that are done under the sun; all of them are meaningless, a chasing after the wind.

What is crooked cannot be straightened;

what is lacking cannot be counted.

I said to myself, "Look, I have increased in wisdom more than anyone who has ruled over Jerusalem before me; I have experienced much of wisdom, and also of madness and folly, but i learned that this, too, is a chasing after the wind.

For with much wisdom comes much sorrow;

the more knowledge, the more grief.