Some quiet time in times of busy-ness

Long time didn't set my hand on my blog already.
Now is the end of week 4 of my 3rd Year 1st sem.
Everything starting to get busy and busier. >~<
Sleep not enough. I feel like I am a panda back. Haha.

Time is always not enough because I didn't have proper management of time I guess.
Nevertheless, I struggles for time to read God's word.
Aim to read Bible everyday is a bit hard for me.
Each time I try but will only last for at most few weeks then I will lost the eagerness.
This time is the longest and I hope will last forever.
So, no matter what, I must have time. Discipline! =)
I even sometimes read till my face in Bible then wake up still continue reading it. :P
& I am very thankful to one of my Bible knowledge teacher for her present for me.
Actually, she gave it to me few years already but now I baru got time read. XP

Spend some time in thinking and I feel like my life is full of complains.
Maybe I have high expectations for everything, even lecturer I also expect them to teach better. XP (students like me very bad hor) :D
Last year, I aim to cut down on gossiping.
and praise God I didn't gossip much already. Only listen.
This year, I will aim to cut down on complaining.
Hope I can do it!
Maybe the only way of not complaining is to not put expectations on others but on myself.

Do everything without complaining or arguing, so that you may become blameless and pure, children of God without fault in a crooked and depraved generation, in which you shine like stars in the universe - Philippians 2:14-15

This year, I also aim to 'say no' to my favorite - junk food.
This is really a BIG temptation for me.
If you know me well, I can have a whole cupboard of chips. And I can finish it in a glimpse. Haha.
This semester, I am trying hard not to buy chips.
But, once i reached a shop or supermarket, I sure will walk to the keropok shelves.
then, woaaaaa O.O
I want~ but cannot buy! Self-control! T-T

hmmmm..set my aims for this year. Pray that I can reach them. ^.^

You are my all in all

Yes LORD You are my strength.
Tomorrow will be the beginning of my busy lifestyle.
But, I will never let busy take down my time with God.

Bible stated:

For i know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD,

plans to prosper you and not to harm you,

plans to give you hope and a future. - Jeremiah 29:11

Everyday, every breathe you take in is a blessing from God.
So, everyday, we must be thankful.
A happy life starts from appreciation of what we have.
At least, each night before sleep, think of a thing that God has given to us that day; pray and thank Him.
Because You are my all in all. =)

Never be the same again

Today, I miss my mom a lot.
Thought of tomorrow, I'm going back to uni.
Feels like a bit lost in my study.
Lost in direction.
How's my next sem will be? Worried.

I still remembered since kindergarden my mom was so strict to me.
If I can't spell all the spelling correct, I was not allowed to sleep.
That time seeing everyone is in bed already, living room was so silent and lonely.
I'm scared and I will try hardest to remember.
And i still remembered her with a ruler teaching me to write neatly. Don't be lazy.

My mom is always the one who give me the power and will to study.
Everytime when result is going to released, I was scared that I will upset her, disappoint her.
But, next sem, who will be the one whom I will tell when I got my result?
Who will be the one who will encourage me to try harder?
and who will be praising me when I got improvements?
Who will be video calling me everyday? and nag me when saw me play FB games?

Its never the same again.
Agreed with my aunt that it already passed and nothing can make it back.
We should accept the fact.
But, the fact is it will never be the same again.
Feelings.

福

在新年的来临，我们都希望新的一年

事事顺利，福到，财到。

那怎样才能得到福呢？

神经记载：

馬 太 福 音 5：3-11

  ³ 虛 心 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 天 國 是 他 們 的 。

 ⁴ 哀 慟 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 得 安 慰 。

 ⁵ 溫 柔 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 承 受 地 土 。

 ⁶ 飢 渴 慕 義 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 得 飽 足 。

 ⁷ 憐 恤 人 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 蒙 憐 恤 。

 ⁸ 清 心 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 得 見 神 。

 ⁹ 使 人 和 睦 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 他 們 必 稱 為 神 的 兒 子 。

 ¹⁰ 為 義 受 逼 迫 的 人 有 福 了 ！ 因 為 天 國 是 他 們 的 。

 ¹¹ 人 若 因 我 辱 罵 你 們 ， 逼 迫 你 們 ， 捏 造 各 樣 壞 話 毀 謗 你 們 ， 你 們 就 有 福 了 ！

这是我在诗巫时，在教会听牧师说的。很有意义。值得思考。 =)

把这些神给的福气带回家一起过年吧! 

把它当成今年的目标。福到临门。哈哈。

cake Cake CAKE~ :D

Its baking day today.

Whole house full of horlick and coffee smell.

Makes me this coffee-lover feels like I want to have a bite before it is finish baked yet.

This is the first time I bake and steam cake on my own.

Trying out whether bake or steam horlick-coffee cake will be nicer. Haha.

Missed the time when mom and I make cakes for Chinese New Year every year before this.

The process was a lot of fun.

Especially when mom and I are separating the egg yolk and egg white.

Its a challenging task. Haha.

I still remember when i'm still a kid, I will put my nose beside when mom is beating the butter with sugar using the mixer machine.

Now, I am the one holding the machine with the same smell of sweet yummy puffy white cream.

Time change and things will tend to change too.

but, the feeling of baking with mommy will never change.

I am still very clumsy.

Got blisters accompany me pass Chinese New Year. :P

Tired~ *Yawn*